SUNdays...it always RAINS on SUNdays.The SUN always disappears on SUNdays.It always starts out SUNny but rains later on in the day.Today for example,I woke up to a bright SUNny day,went down for a SUNday kickabout and guess wat happened...It started to RAIN....on a SUNday...
Its not the first time that this had happened but for many many a SUNdays since god knows when.Who named SUNday anyway...it must have been out of sarcasm i guess.
vincent cant play soccer for nuts but he still thinks he is the superstar.Ever since sec sch he has been like that i guess,always asking for the ball and refusing to pass when he has it,and everytime i make a pass that was INTERCEPTED(it wasnt a bad pass just that it was intercepted)he will give a tsk and with astupid look on his face.I admit that i am not a good player myself but at least i respect my fellow teammates...cheesed off man.
but i guess i got to at least played soccer today.Its been a while since i last played so even though it RAINED,still enjoyed myself.Hope to play more soon...
I'll be there for U
these five words I swear to U
when U breathe I wanna be the air for U
I'll be there for U
U are .....
feeling a little lost now...
feeling a little shitty about myself now...
feeling a little disillusioned now...
feeling a little apprehensive now...
feeling a little down now...
feeling a little
thinking of why...
thinking of how...
thinking of when...
thinking of u...
will it ever happen for me?
i guess i can only wait and see...keeping my fingers crossed...keeping my hopes up and keeping my faith...
I wanna grow old with you....
This week had been a very hectic one for me.Outings,QET,hall admin and other blah blahs had kept me busy all week.Wednesday was most memorable i guess.Not because of the darnz qet or the carzy ktv session but because of wat happened in the afternoon.I went on a date(i think and i hope it was one) and during that time,I realised i have never felt the same way towards someone for a super long time and it felt really sweet and really good to be in her company.Every word she said and ever smile on her face simply mesmerized me.I was left speechless for some parts of the afternoon because i was just too dazzled by her smile and her beauty and for those who have known me well enough,i am one who will never be left speechless as i can talk and talk and talk,but somehow,just somehow that day.The sweetness of sending her home after that is one that lingered on for a long long time.Hopefully,things would work out,but i guess it will be hard...very hard.
Moving into hall on monday,Block A or Kent ridge,second level.All my friends are moving in this week so dunno why mine is next week but i guess its alrite cause i pay a little less.hahaha.
Shitz...gotta go now...gonna be late!!!
As i am writing this post,they are playing "grow old with u" on the radio.
I guess i have alwasy wanted to say this to someone and being able to actually fulfill it.
21st Jan 2003 was the day that my brains went into hibernation and mindless activities took over my life.
18th March 2005 was the day that my brains woke up from its slumber and now with just 3 weeks left to the start of the school term, I am still not fully adjusted to having a fully functional brain.
3 months back when I just regained full function of my brain, I wanted school to start so much. Being able to make new friends and the chance to have totally brand new experience excites me.However,since its still a little rusty,it failed to register that the start of school means lectures,tutorials,mugging,exams,assignments and projects.3 months on,I am beginning to dread the start of school because after not having studied for 2 and a half yrs(stupid army),I dont know if i can pick up the books and start studying again.I was never and will never be a good student.All along,i always just managed to scrap thru to get wat i want,thats why i cant imagine having to compete with all the smart people out there.
Nevertheless,the past 3 weeks or so have been pretty exciting for me with the 3 orientation camps that i went to.
Arts-tasy with ACARIO!!!
Sport-Gasm with PINKY!!!
Union Camp with INGO!!!
Each camp gave me different experiences and each camp is different,emotionally, for me.
From a bummer lifestyle to a sudden surge of activities have taken its toll on me.I am always tired and i am always hungry(ok...that happens when i was a bummer too).I need my prozac but it is not there.
The momenti turn on the tv,its either golf or baseball or some stupid shit.Soccer seemed to have disappeared from singapore lately,so bad that i havent played soccer since last season ended.
Dunno wat i am getting to also here but watever it is, i hope that my brain could get back to 100% when school starts....
Look,You are the one that have set my heart racing everytime i see u. Don't u see that I like you Alot.
I am suffering!I am suffering from noepllitis(no-EPL-litis).There is no football to watch on tv at all thses few months.They keep showing golf,baseball,pool and everything else...except soccer.I am really dying of not being able to watch soccer the moment i turn on the tv.There are also not much juciy transfer news this summer and that have made it even more boring.
I need my soccer...return me my prozac...argh!
Sportgasm 05 started bright and early for me on the 29th of june.A little too early in fact as the hangover from Artstasy still lingers on.So i was late for half and hour and when i finally met my OG,i realised that chee kiong and benji were in my OG...wat a really small world.
So,the usual things happened,self intro,ice breakers and stuff.Checked into RH and its 2 guys and 2 gals to one room.No time to really unpack as things just went 2 fast 2 furious after tt.
Pool games,mass dance,tried out various sports,sea sports,sentosa and pulau ubin were great.The bash was the only let down of the whole camp.
Had a freak accident while windsurfing and i guess that will put me off it for a long time,if not forever.It was a accident that hurt both physically and egoistically.But wat the heck,i was embarassed since day one.
1.I was voted to dress up as a drag during pool games and my "boobs" fell out while parading round the pool.
2.The freak windsurfing accident.
3.I had to dug a nose of a councillor as a dare and i still cant believe i did that.
4.Stripped and wore my swimming trunks on the outside of my broad shorts as a forfeit at sentosa.
5.Wore a bikini at ubin during a skit.
But somehow in the name of fun,i just did them and it was actually pretty cool.Had to do some hip dance with cheekiong during one of the games too.We had to juice oranges and tomatoes with our hips and it looked damn gay man.
I think everyone got super chaota also because the sun was just too powerful.Everyone's skin was like peeling at the end.
Well...tired now,will pot more soon...with pics...so stay tuned!
