tuesdays with Haoz...Chapter 5: the big red heart
Wat's the big red heart?Its love of course.Sensing that alot of pple around me(myself included i guess) are bothered by this particular emotion lately,i might as well just write it in this week.Hopefully it might give u guys some insight of my thoughts and my feelings towards this particular emotion and that it might help enlighten u guys,and myself i hope,after reading it.
Love comes to all naturally i guess.U don't have to study for it,u don't have to practise it,it is just innate in everyone,even Kim Jong Il(i hope).It starts with an attraction and it slowly evolves into a crush and eventually,u are in love.Love is desired by many,men and women alike,it doesn't matter if u r tall or short,fat or thin,ugly or beautiful...everyone just needs to love and more importantly,to be loved.
Lessons learnt from love are often painful and humilifying.A relationship is never balanced because one party will love the other more and there is never equal love in my opinion.One often expects alot when in a relationship but becomes sorely disappointed when u realised that love isn't wat u had expected.It isn't like in the fairy tales and in movies where the leads always overcome all sorts of obstacles and lives happily ever after.
In reality?
Reality will knock yr head,break yr heart and force u to watch wat u have given being flushed down the toilet bowl.U turn deluded and u look for alternatives like clubbing yrself nuts and drinking yrself silly only to find out that this is not wat u wanted.All u ever wanted was to be loved but u never got it.After all u have given,u think that u deserved a little better,but who cares wat u think,u r just a worthless nobody.
After a while,the pain ceased and u got on with yr life.Enjoying singlehood but at the same time,longing to find that someone who will mend the hole in yr heart.Hope and wait is all u can do and when u tot that u have found that person, u realised that its not meant to be.
Love can change a person.For the better or for worse is another matter altogether.However,sometimes it is all but a facade which time will eventually erode away.
Love is cruel...love is kind...love is love...
there is no explanation or definition for it...
you hard to live with it but impossible to live without it...
i love u but do u love me?
she loves him but does he love her?
So many questions,so many lessons but ultimately when we do find the one,may we be able to live happily ever after.
tuesdays with Haoz...chapter 6...next week
Wat's the big red heart?Its love of course.Sensing that alot of pple around me(myself included i guess) are bothered by this particular emotion lately,i might as well just write it in this week.Hopefully it might give u guys some insight of my thoughts and my feelings towards this particular emotion and that it might help enlighten u guys,and myself i hope,after reading it.
Love comes to all naturally i guess.U don't have to study for it,u don't have to practise it,it is just innate in everyone,even Kim Jong Il(i hope).It starts with an attraction and it slowly evolves into a crush and eventually,u are in love.Love is desired by many,men and women alike,it doesn't matter if u r tall or short,fat or thin,ugly or beautiful...everyone just needs to love and more importantly,to be loved.
Lessons learnt from love are often painful and humilifying.A relationship is never balanced because one party will love the other more and there is never equal love in my opinion.One often expects alot when in a relationship but becomes sorely disappointed when u realised that love isn't wat u had expected.It isn't like in the fairy tales and in movies where the leads always overcome all sorts of obstacles and lives happily ever after.
In reality?
Reality will knock yr head,break yr heart and force u to watch wat u have given being flushed down the toilet bowl.U turn deluded and u look for alternatives like clubbing yrself nuts and drinking yrself silly only to find out that this is not wat u wanted.All u ever wanted was to be loved but u never got it.After all u have given,u think that u deserved a little better,but who cares wat u think,u r just a worthless nobody.
After a while,the pain ceased and u got on with yr life.Enjoying singlehood but at the same time,longing to find that someone who will mend the hole in yr heart.Hope and wait is all u can do and when u tot that u have found that person, u realised that its not meant to be.
Love can change a person.For the better or for worse is another matter altogether.However,sometimes it is all but a facade which time will eventually erode away.
Love is cruel...love is kind...love is love...
there is no explanation or definition for it...
you hard to live with it but impossible to live without it...
i love u but do u love me?
she loves him but does he love her?
So many questions,so many lessons but ultimately when we do find the one,may we be able to live happily ever after.
tuesdays with Haoz...chapter 6...next week
posted by haoz @ 5/10/2005 11:59:00 AM
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