Listening to class 95 now...playing those songs that are soothing to the soul...
reminds me of the times on jurong island during Ops B where i will go deploy the guys and listen to the receiver at the same time and these songs would be playing.Though it reminded me of my lonely presence in this world but the feeling of the cool night breeze blowing into my face while listening to these songs is a hard to beat feeling.
Its a good time to think and a good time to reflect...even though its 2am in the bloody morning
to think about lost cause...
to think about false hopes...
to think about the what if's....
to think about the regrets...
to think about the opportunities that had come my way only for me to miss...
the feeling then was really just great.I can imagine and dream that i am in love all over again and not a soul in the world can disturb my thoughts(ok...maybe hafiz the driver when he lost his way).
But as i step back into reality,i realised that all the thoughts are merely just thoughts and that the cool breeze is gone and the feeling is lost for the rest of the night.
How i wish i can do that again...
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Enigma:Something or someone that is secretive or mysterious and difficult to understand. I am an enigma to alot of people.It seems like I just can't express myself well enough to let people understand me better.After much thought did I realise its because I do not understand myself at all.I am clueless to myself,I am a clueless enigma.
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