supposed to be doing my assignment but guess theres always time to blog first...
hope my previous story wasn't too depressing for many people,could have developed further but was late for a meeting so i conveniently put in the ah long to kill the nan ju jiao.well,i guess its just too bad for those who didnt like the story cause here's another story of mine....
sometimes...
some things from the past seem to come back and haunt u...
just when u least expected it...
it could be an incident...
an incident of regret...
it could be an experience...
a harrowing experience
or...
it could be a person...
a person who once let u down...
a person whom u once let down...
and what are the chances u see both such persons in a matter of a few hours....
even though u haven't seen them for ages...
i dunno...
the person who let u down will give u a sense of stupidity...
because u felt stupid for having trusted that person...
only for your trust to be flushed down the toilet bowl...
of a dim,dark and dirty toilet...
into a sewage that's dimmer,darker and dirtier...
u walk on...
pretending not to see...
but the fact is u are still stupid...
2 hours later...
the stupidity u felt earlier is gone...
u feel smarter...
but not much...
cause u are naturally stupid...
but u begin to feel better about yourself...
walking and smiling to yourself...
like some pathetic fool...
the smile fades a little...
because people all around starts to waste your time...
u grumble a little...
but still remain civilised and smiling...
and just when u thought everything is gonna be ok...
a person whom u once let down appears...
guilt overtakes your body...
u sigh and pretend its ok...
smiling like goofy...
but inside u wonder what's wrong with today...
to meet both such persons in a matter of a few hours...
making u feel stupid and guilty...
so what are the odds?...
i dunno...
life goes on...
assholes will still want to waste your time with procedures...
the sky is still blue...
and the grass will still be green...
Man U will still win...
the fool will still remain...
a stupid fool...
a guilty fool...
but...
the fool will still smile and laugh...
and...
the police are still looking for the ah long who hacked "a guy" to death...
anyone with information on "ah long" can call 6225 0000...
your identity will remain strictly confidential.
posted by haoz @ 10/04/2005 05:42:00 PM
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