a block day
A block day is finally over!!! It was a great day la though the turn out was quite bad but we managed to do a pretty decent job in doing up the block. kudos to all those who turned up or helped in some way or another. Esp would like to thank the block comm for their help...u guys rock!
anyway it is over,finally an obligation off my shoulders, shit, this is bad ,i am actually looking at these things as obligations now, but guess thats how it is when one gets jaded. how i wish i was attending soccer trg instead,felt super guilty for missing 2 trgs liao.
oh yah...MAN U BEAT BOLTON 4-0!!!eat your words all u who doubt Man U and wayne rooney is back with a hattrick...simply marvellous!
GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!!!
the meaning
looking forward and theres simply too many things but i guess optimism has finally decided to drop by in my life. Exams are just around the corner and seriously, i am not ready. IHG will be next, all the trainings and games and then sem 2. Once again another round of exams and its to the US of A i go. Excited, u bet, even rite now when theres still so much uncertainty regarding it(wat if the US embassy thinks i am a north korean spy or something)but one thing is for sure, the change of environment is sure going to be a good thing.
But rite now, still stuck in a moment, going thru the monotony of life as an under-appreciated undergrad trying to make something out so many things going thru my mind.Its important for us to find meaning in wat we do, that is the only thing that will keep us from regretting the decision we made in the beginning by deciding to do that thing. However, finding meaning can be a arduous task but once you found it and you tell yourself its all worth it...it will be all worth it.
anyway, to end off this post...i would just like to say...
Sorry Liverpool fans...we have to kick your ass once again. Hope you had enjoyed your visit to Old Trafford. Thank You!hahahahah
GLORY GLORY MAN UTD!!!
Ah kow united 02...ahhh...the memories....
Tony(GK)
Ruixiang(CB)
Ah Kow(CB)
Zhimin(LB)
Brian(RB)
Daryl Siew(DM)
Alex(LM)
Ben(RM)
Risshe(AM)
Zhihao(ST)
Siew Kai(ST)
this is ah kow united in 2002...dont know when we will play our next game...hai...its been so so long
Game on!
6 a.m notes of emptiness
2 years ago...
i was sitting outisde tangs listening to ryan lim talking about the girl he was after in ntu hall 6 over a cup of mcdonald's sundae. he told me all the things he did for the girl but no matter how hard he tried and no matter wat he did, nothing was reciprocated but the girl seemed to gotten closer to another guy somehow.he finally decide to confess his love for that girl and this is the reply he got
"its not enough to be sincere and touch someone's heart...its simply not enough"
his eyes went watery when he told me that and at that point in time i really dont know wat to do except over him my strawberry sundae.
present...
found myself in a exact similar situation as him and those words just kept going over and over and over again in my head.wat is the use sometimes? of doing so much and investing so much effort.been watching too many shows i guess.in shows its always enough to be nice and sincere but come on, in reality thats utter bullcrap.so wat if the other guy is an asshole of a jerk who only talks to girls and spends every other nite with some girl or another. doesnt she sees that when she is not around, he just finds another girl to be with?the answer is a sad fucking no.she sees nothing and i guess this is wat they mean when they say love is fucking blind and i tell u its fucking deaf and fucking retarded as well.waking up at 6am every week just to place something in hope of brightening up her day but wat the fuck la, wats the point at the end of the day i wont be the one she would be talking to,instead she would talk to the other guy.even when she does talk to me all i get are often one word answers. FUCK IT!!!if blind is wat it is then so be it.of he is who u want then so be it,i am fucking sick and fucking tired of waiting.oh i got no time...but u ended up playing badminton with him..."oh we play singles" and i cant even get half an hr to have lunch.over beers and chips i've been warned,she is a CT but i always let my feelings get the better of me but after seeing what i had seen i realised that i should just let go...so be it
hope u are happy
