fuckers
sometimes i dont know why i am doing this...
responsibilities has a way of getting at you, there are certain decisions that had to be made but sometimes these decision would likely make alot of pple unhappy. when will these pple grow up and realise that they cant have it their way all the freaking time. these pple just get on my nerves sometimes, the fact that they are living in their own "i want it my way" world just makes my blood boil. you tell them nicely, they ignore you and do it even more, you become harsher they think u are being anal and continue to do the same thing. sometimes i dont really want to play bastard but can pple just realise that there are implications for every action you do.but do these pple understand?i guess not. after all these pple are the pampered since young kind who always got someone to clear the shit they've created for them. so who are the shit clearing party?pple like us dammit.
i dont give a damn already u kids living in your own fairy tale world. either u abide by the rules or dont blame me should i snap.
i'll be okay
Okay
Swirl 360She sat me down and took me by the hand
She said I'll try to make this painless if I can
She was sorry and then she began to cry
Couldn't look me in the eye
I said baby let me just save you the time
I can see where this is going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a game we almost played
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
Well I thought we were that perfect match
It's so hard to say that now without a laugh
There was never ever such a thing
Not as far as I can see
Now that all of love such misery
You can see where this is going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a game we almost played
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
We gonna be ok
I can see where this is going
Tears will fall and hearts will break
Loves a chance we almost take
So dry your eyes and be on your way
As for me I'll be ok
As for me I'll be ok
As for me I'll be ok
I'll be Ok
I'll be Ok
craving for a biscuit
remember 3 years ago in brunei when we were on a topo mission in the jungle and we got lost.things started out so promisingly and confidence was high but somehow we ended up lost within the first 4 hrs.the feeling of not knowing where to go and wat to do simply sucked. it comes to a point when the objective is no longer important and all you want is to just get out of it hoping to stumble upon yr checkpoints along the way. there came a point where we were stuck in this valley with no apparent exits and the rain started pouring on our beaten bodies and soul.it was a moment of despair and one of desperation that begs the question of "where do you do when you realised you are going nowhere?"...
present...
same kind of situation but in a very different sense. i thought i knew the path, i thought all i have done was enough but in the end i ended up lost again. the route to your heart is like a winding path which leads to unexpected deadends and they are all over the place. backtracking only ends up in getting even more lost than before and the emotional burden is getting heavier with each passing day. what started out so brightly with thoughts of you and me ended me in that exact same valley, emotionally, i was in 3 years ago, feeling cold and tired with seemingly no more paths to take. how do i unlock and find the rite path to your heart?...
...all hopes seems lost even as our signal sets bail out on us in the thick vegetation.i sat down pondering my fate and wondering if we are going to just rot here when a chocolate biscuit appeared in front of my face..."nah...take" were the words of eric chia kim hock. it may be just a small piece of chocolate biscuit from our combat rations pack but it meant so much at that particular moment. a sudden sense of warmth and hope filled up my heart once again and i took it with gratitude.it was a moment i will never forget. at that exact moment(yes its dramatic but i assure u its all true), someone shouted "eh found a way out liao!" and somehow the rain stopped and sunshine came pouring thru the thick foilage.somehow it was like something wanted us or me at least to learn a lesson but at least we made it out in the end...
where is my biscuit this time?
STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH MY FEELINGS!!!
