Man U will win the premiership!!!!!!!!!!!!!....i hope
so...we have come to the end of another year2005...let me take a look back2 major things happened this year...leaving the army and entering the universityyes army, the day that i thought would never come finally came on the 18th of march this year.so i end of my full time national service on a rather quiet way.no big assignments and no big exercises but just missed out on my chance to go for operation flying eagle after volunteering to go.so just spent my time playing soccer and eating my health away.and soon after ord,i got my driver's licencewent to bangkok the next day with the guysworked at i2r for 2months and worked as a adventure camp instructor to 15 year old girls...hahahawent for 3 orientation camps and attended fwocstarted school and started strugglingand soon...before i even know it...the year is gonna be overterrorists still terrorise...the earth will still quake...and life will go on in 2006 as in 2005...dont know wat i am talking about here also...just wanna talk some cock
shack
so its the end of soccer ihg for kr as we crash out in the semi finals 4-0 to temasek hall.no foul play or match fixing, they were clearly the better team and they deserved to win the game.thye showed more hunger and more desire and as the match was effectively over by half time when we were 2-0 down.in the movies, the captain will give an inspiring half time talk and everyone will feel something for the team,everyone will then go all out for the second half like demons possessed and scoring 3 goals in the last 10 mins for dramatic purposes driving their fans wild and the opponents into disbelief...however,this is not the movies.the half time talk was well...pretty much technical...no time really for inspiring stuff.play resumed and no one got possessed but instead got tired and conceded another 2 goals.but wat was really valuable was the way that how each felt they had a duty to the team and to the hall and that everyone is part of the team and the family of kr and even though i did not play at all again in tis game.the disappointment just fades away when u realise that u are part of the team even though u are not playing.u are still able to contribute in some way or another and i feel that is the real important thing i have learnt.and so as soccer ends for now,kinda looking forward to things...hopefully can do better next sem.....
OUCH!!!!SAKIT SIA
had a dental appointment this morning to fix my lousy set of teeth(yes yes, beginning to regret not heeding my mom's advice of brushing my teeth properly) and so the dentist did the usual of ensuring me that there would be no pain at all and proceeded to inject me with anaesthetic which by itself is kinda painful actually.but the whole process went on without pain and was over in 20 mins, robbing me of 50 freaking dollars.$50 dollars was not meant to be spent in 20 mins but thats another story for another time.so i went home, still numb in the mouth and sat down to read the papers when an idea came to me.wat if theres a anaesthetic for the heart, something one could inject into their heart when they suffer from heartache or heartbreak to numb it and ease the pain.a panadol for the heart.given the numbers of breakups and death recently, i figured that if someone actually came up with something like this, that person would be making big bucks.no more crying...no more painful look at pictures...no more painbut i already foresee the problems...1. an injection into the heart would probably kill the person first2. the heart actually just pumps blood,emotions though frequently said to be from theheart actually stems from the freaking brain and even if the injection do not kill u in the heart,it will do nothing because your mind will still "feel the pain" for you.3. try injecting into the brain and i will guarantee u no pain...u will become a total retard or even better...deadso u see,its difficult to come up with something like this but i know alot of people out there are in need of such a invention given the many blog postings about lost love and stuffmy advice to you people...try taking panadol,mite just work.p.s:actually,the part about sitting at home and reading the papers is only half the story...i was sitting and home reading the papers...on the toilet bowl...haha and kids, all the stories about the painful visits to the dentists are real.the drills are freakingscary and the pain is real.Theres no such thing as a good dentist who assures u everything is alrite and make sure everything goes as pain free...they cause u pain and suck u dry of your money
ho ho ho...ho your head ah
somehow christmas this year just feels a little different.i used to think that christmas is pure and sincere and that people should be nice to each other but i guess not everyone thinks the way i do.tts y christmas feels different this year.2 songs to describe how i feel this yearLast Christmas by wham andI wont be home for christmas by blink 182plus the fact that exams results are released 2 days before christmas doesnt make me feel any much better because i just have that niggling feeling that i am not gonna do welloh well...oh well...oh well...shit...a cap of 1.9 isn't anything but well!so is it gonna be a nice chritmas present for me or is it gonna be the nightmare before christmas?
saturday
saturday has sort of lost its meaning for me for a long time already.it used to be the day where i used to go out and just lose myself in the hustle and bustle of city life and where beautiful people passes by u every single moment and u really feel the vibrancy and life of the city.now,saturdays means sleeping till late and going home from hall to sleep somemore or the odd soccer game here and there that just screws up the whole saturday as u'll be too tired to do anything after that.i use to bother asking people out but now, i just dont seem to care anymore.slacking at home is the new saturday for me,having a late dinner and settling down to watch soccer cause no matter how much saturdays had changed for me over the past year or so,it will always remain a premiership saturday and i am real thankful for that.past couple of days have been rather turbulent for me but i guess i have decided to decide and now it seems that i am at peace with myself now. Going for a game at 3 in prep for ihg which starts on tuesday and somehow i dont feel excited or anything.weird.anyway,enjoy the weekend and have a good rest peepz
I am a mushroom swiss double burger
its been a while since random words,used to form a sentence has such an lasting effect on me.11 words to be exactwat the words are i wont be saying but its funny wat kinda impact it has created.it just kept running thru my mind and thru out my body so much so that its in my veins. it just shattered watever is true and sincere and made me realised that everything are just anything but the truth.words used to play the game of life which i already realised long ago is something that i suck big time at. for a while i thought maybe this time i am really playing it rite and for once i can see something positive but like i had warned myself initially(a warning which i decided not to heed),the game has again deal a cruel fate to me.how am i supposed to feel?angry?....no...i guess not...sad?...maybe a little bit but not really wat i am looking for...now...wats that word....ahhh...DISAPPOINTED...thats the word i am looking fordisappointed with myself...disappointed with life...disappointed with....hai...why me?and why do this to me?why?why?why?shit!just bought a burger for $4.20 but i have no appetite to eat.maybe i should just throw it away...it doesnt matter does it...the burger wont be feeling any pain at all,no pain of rejection,no pain of feeling disappointed.not like me.maybe i should just be a burger.i am a mushroom swiss double burger.u are free to throw me away if u have no appetite or if u decide to eat something else.
own time own target carry on!!! IA!!! IA!!!
life kinda sux when it gets aimless and tiring.u work towards nothing and have nothing really to look forward to.thats the way my life is now i guess,aimless and tiring.its only a month ago during the examination period when i would kill for such a life but now,i kinda prefer the examination period.life then was routine,wake up...lunch,study,dinner,study,breakfast,sleep.yes its stressful and hectic,sleep was lacking and everyone's bio clock was pretty much screwed but life was simple and meaningful.it doesnt get boring and u dont have to spend on much other than lunch and u have the simplest thing that makes life meaningful...friendship!
now,its ihg trainings and sleep.other than the trainings,there is totally nothing to look forward to because there is nothing much to do,at home or in hall.friends have mostly gone home or on holidays or have trainings and stuff of their own and everyone's schedule sorta clash to make meeting up a chore.that leaves the few thats left in hall and sure,the company is great but the boring life just gets to everyone after a while...
theres only that many dvds to watch...
only that much winning 11 games to play before it gets boring...
only that much food to eat before we are full...
we'd love to go out and enjoy ourselves and savour in the rich atmosphere of the holiday season,enjoying our mocha latte at starbucks in town before continuing our christmas shopping and laughing and talking about how wonderful life is rite now.
but...
we cant do that cause we have no money to do so.of course,theres some that do have the wealth to do so...go out everyday to watch nice shows and buy nice clothes and to get nice gifts for their loved ones and for friends and of course,to eat at nice reataurants.for the rest of us however,going out means a short trip down the road to ginza for dinner at the hawker centre and talking cock over wanton mee and sugar cane juice and shopping means a trip to shop and save to top up on instant noodles to cook for lunch or supper.of course theres nothing wrong with that but who doesnt want to live the high life,the good life.
i guess i am just bitching a lil too much here but i needed to get this off my chest before it kills me...before the aimlessness kills me but i guess all the ihg trainings will kill me first.
happy holidays
i know that its been a while since my last post cause i've been just too lazy to update it...haha but guess i am back now. exams are over for one week already and cant believe the first week of holidays is gone just like that...omg!!!but never the less,amidst all the ihg trgs and stuff its time to relax and have fun and do the things that i have always wanted to do like erm...clean my room anyway,the block peepz were are sentosa last friday and the weather was just perfect and i have never seen the beaches and water of sentosa so beautiful before.took loads of pics but tmy fave would be this one 
the girls were preparing for a photo when the 3 guys sneaked up from behind and jumped up when the picture waas taken and i tell u the timing was perfect to capture this image...haha...trust me when i say its perfect timing cause i tried taking such a pic with my friends before and in the end we just ended up looking rather retarded in the photo.Anyway,hope that everyone can relax and enjoy the holidays and best of luck for the examination results!!!!Merry christmas and a happy new year!!!!
