own time own target carry on!!! IA!!! IA!!!
life kinda sux when it gets aimless and tiring.u work towards nothing and have nothing really to look forward to.thats the way my life is now i guess,aimless and tiring.its only a month ago during the examination period when i would kill for such a life but now,i kinda prefer the examination period.life then was routine,wake up...lunch,study,dinner,study,breakfast,sleep.yes its stressful and hectic,sleep was lacking and everyone's bio clock was pretty much screwed but life was simple and meaningful.it doesnt get boring and u dont have to spend on much other than lunch and u have the simplest thing that makes life meaningful...friendship!now,its ihg trainings and sleep.other than the trainings,there is totally nothing to look forward to because there is nothing much to do,at home or in hall.friends have mostly gone home or on holidays or have trainings and stuff of their own and everyone's schedule sorta clash to make meeting up a chore.that leaves the few thats left in hall and sure,the company is great but the boring life just gets to everyone after a while...
theres only that many dvds to watch...
only that much winning 11 games to play before it gets boring...
only that much food to eat before we are full...
we'd love to go out and enjoy ourselves and savour in the rich atmosphere of the holiday season,enjoying our mocha latte at starbucks in town before continuing our christmas shopping and laughing and talking about how wonderful life is rite now.
but...
we cant do that cause we have no money to do so.of course,theres some that do have the wealth to do so...go out everyday to watch nice shows and buy nice clothes and to get nice gifts for their loved ones and for friends and of course,to eat at nice reataurants.for the rest of us however,going out means a short trip down the road to ginza for dinner at the hawker centre and talking cock over wanton mee and sugar cane juice and shopping means a trip to shop and save to top up on instant noodles to cook for lunch or supper.of course theres nothing wrong with that but who doesnt want to live the high life,the good life.
i guess i am just bitching a lil too much here but i needed to get this off my chest before it kills me...before the aimlessness kills me but i guess all the ihg trainings will kill me first.
posted by haoz @ 12/10/2005 08:37:00 PM
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