Thursday, August 17, 2006

stuck in a moment

i feel like i have been stuck in the same moment since 2 years plus ago.probably ken and kow and risshe will know wat i am talking about.i've realised alot of my unhappiness stemmed from the fac that i am stuck here, right here in this moment.no matter how crappy happy or cheerful i may look i am hollow on the inside and it had been like tt for a while already i guessed.

time is really something tt travels fast,much faster than light i assure u.days of 17 and 18 seemed like only yesterday and at 22 it seems that i had yet to grow up,i still feel like a 19 year old,think like one as well i supposed.but the sad fact is that reality bites and in a matter of 2 years the full extent of society will be upon me but seriously i dont think i am ready.then again i was never ready for alot things but when they came along i think i did pretty well handling them.i cant sit still for 10 mins and here i am looking at years sitting behind a desk typing into a computer.

sometimes i am dying to just peek into the future to see wat lies ahead for me but was fearful that things might change once i see it.i am not fearful that i see a bad future because i believe i can take it in my stride.wat i fear is that i see something wonderful and because of me seeing it changes and that something wonderful becomes nought.

so it seems i am back at square one, still stuck in this moment i cant get out of...



at least the epl is coming back...

posted by haoz @ 8/17/2006 03:28:00 PM