before u get the wrong idea about this week's topic and not read on, "wet dreams" is a show that i watched today.It is about 4 high sch boys and their sexual fantasy about their new trainee teacher. However one of them falls in love with the teacher who actually like the form teacher of the boys' class. So in the end, he was the one who brought the 2 of them together.
It reached me,and i think it reached everyone else in the theater i guess.Not the sexual part(but they were funny),but the romance part.
So i guess i write on courtship then....cause its the most innocent and sweetest part of love...
I guess all of us were 17 once and remember when we had a crush on that girl or that boy(for the gals).How we tried to see that person as often as possible and but just nv had the courage to go up and confess yr feelings.(this does not apply to those who go out and talk to every girl they meet).The angst and the agony felt,the little ways that u tried to hint.
How much paper was wasted to write that perfect letter to her? and how much time too?the time that was meant for studying was spent writing that letter.In the end,it ends up kept in yr own drawer because u didnt know wat to do when u see her and start running for a place to hide.The innocence of it all just made it so much sweeter.After some time,other things takes up the place that person once had in yr life and u moved on.Realising that she has already become the gf of someone who had more testicular fortitude than u.U laughed at yrself but gets on with life because thats how it was,sweet and innocent with endless misery and agony,but sweet nevertheless.
maybe there could be a time where somehow or rather u managed to find the courage(maybe after a dew vodka shots) to ask her out and somehow or rather, she agrees.
after the jumping for joy,u pick out yr finest clothes and for the first time in yr life spend 2 hrs grooming yrself b4 going out.
More often than not...it rains and u kick yrself for not having an umbrella and
more often than not...the girl will have one and
more often than not...its a really small one(cause its not meant for 2 person)
so both of u walk in the rain and though theres a sheltered pathway,the 2 of u strangely would prefer to huddle together under the small little umbrella and walk in the rain,getting stares from the aunties and uncles nearby who thinks u 2 r mad.
every thought that u have is of the person after that first date.Hoping it will rain again the next time u ask her out.So fuelled by the success of the first date, u ask her out again.So second date becomes third date and so on and so forth.u start to do things that yr friends will say are crazy,like going to her place to accompany her to school everyday,rain or shine.It doesnt matter if u live 5 mins from sch and she lives a god half hr away.U just do it.waking up an hr earlier and go down to wait for her.
Courtship ends either when u r rejected or when the relationship blossoms into a steady one.
Either way,there is no need to get too depressed and upset or too happy and elated.
Even if u r rejected it means that u r not meant to be with her and that yr right one is still out there waiting for u.
Even if the elationship turns steady,problems are bound to arise and sometimes love can easily turn into hate.How do u think divorce occurs.
but watever it is...growing up makes things more complicated.The sweet innocence of 17 will remain a memory, a memory worth holding onto for.
posted by haoz @ 4/26/2005 10:08:00 PM
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