Memoirs of a confused mind

i didn't choose to

it happened last year and it was a bitter pill to swallow.watching the thing u want badly being taken away from u in front of your very eyes cuts the heart in a way tts beyond pain.worst part of all is that theres no running away and there is no hiding place,u face your loss every day and try to pretend its normal but deep down inside it hurts like hell.as time goes by it seems manageable but not because the pain went away but i am already numb.

this year it seems like its going to happen again,i didnt choose to be part of it but choices is something fate would never give u.and so i am really amazed at how unlucky i can be and how long more i can keep it up,i am really really tired and burnt out already...

cut me some slack

posted by haoz @ 8/23/2006 01:06:00 AM