the world i know
i dont know wat to make of this weekend.to sum it all up,it was one of disappointments and feeling pissed off.friends disappoint.appreciate anything thats done?no.not even a sorry.not even a thank you.
pple disappoint.giving hope and breaking it,shattering the heart to pieces.
at a all time low at this point of time.so many things going on.i try to be as good and as nice as i can be and i havent lost my temper for a long time but i did so yesterday.lashing out at my good friend in front of our friends,his friends and whoever else there is.luckily i managed to calm myself down before things get out of hand.i dunno how long i can keep my temper in check if all these things keep going on.i am just pissed off,why the hell must things turn out this way?why must the email be sent?why must it rain?why must i call u along?why isnt 2 guys mamboing enough?why?why?why?
sorry my entries lately are abit on the depressing end of the spectrum of emotions but i cant help it.i am in a bad mood and feeling totally jaded about everything.if i happen to scold anyone or just piss u off the next few days please forgive me and hope u can understand.
posted by haoz @ 1/23/2006 02:32:00 AM
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